The Morning Light
To say that it is bright is really unnecessary, although it has encroached on my well deserved and much desired darkness. It remains constant and yet, in the haze, seems to dispel something. What that something is has yet to be determined because, well, determining things are not an available ability at this current juncture.
Amber is the color, which reminds of an ale I had not too long ago. To give a date or time of how long ago requires for me to make something definitive, and I'm definitely not ready for definitive. Nonetheless, that color is intoxicating in and of itself. It begins to elicit in me motion. It draws me; attracts me. I can smell it. No, no, I can't smell it. Although if I could, I'm sure its odor would be pleasant for such a color cannot create stench.
This amber becomes a lens with which to see shadows and shapes, not like trees. I know trees. They smell. No, the shapes have angles, right and isosceles. Despite they're shape and angle, definition remains beyond grasp. What is in grasp is that darkness is slowly slipping away receding like the shoreline in low tide making a promise to come back but not saying when.
Do I let it slip away? I do love this darkness. It is devoid of responsibility. It is not within the limits of the necessary cogitation of human interaction. It is safe.
But this sweet smelling color is calling me. I can hear it clear as a bell ringing the knell of some joyous occasion. It's lens now provides definition. Angles and shapes become things instead of ideas.
Awake from sleep. Arise, for a new day dawns.
2 comments:
This gives me a new perspective on not being a "morning person..." I hope you keep doing this! ~RMlinek
What an interesting little story.
Upon rereading, it made me think of my two month old niece Annabelle. Her eyes are just beginning to focus more on things. You can tell she is starting to really see things for the first time, and the story sounded to me like her inner monologue.
And, as turns of phrase go, "well deserved and much desired" is pretty nice. How rarely we get to enjoy something that fits that definition.
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